Masturbating Journey

Recently, I was chatting with this reader of mine, and the questions he asked me, were kind of interesting and I will share them with you guy
Those reading my blog from the start should have known the answer, but for the other reader's knowledge, I will share a bit.


Q1: How young were you when you started to masturbate and do you still???
I started masturbation at the age of 12 or 13, and today, I am still enjoying it ( Even with Xav as my bf)


Q2: How often do you masturbate in a week??
I masturbated countless times a month, but there isn't a guaranteed number for a week. The lowest I did was 0. Yup, I was swamped that one week.


Q3: Now, do you masturbate still after having a guy who loved you so much?
Before getting together with xav, I used to masturbate immensely or play with my GF(s) from time to time.
Now, I still do. ( Who needs him )


Q4: What are your highest records?
I'm not sure the highest number I masturbated in a day, but I believe it was about seven times. ( Was wet nearly every hour)
That day was hectic. My hormones were way too high and legit; I did it whenever possible.
Shower time
After shower
After wearing clothing
In the office(during lunch)
After reaching home
After dinner
Before sleep.
I came down with flu, and my whole body was extremely weak the next day. Didn't get MC.




He hasn't replied me after that

Irritating Xav

Guys just can't be trusted, right. Not being bad nasty, I sometimes felt that Xav's words could not be trusted. For example, last weekend, I went for a short jog with Xav at one of the parks in the east. Ends up, we had a quick sex in the public toilet, and he nearly came inside me. Annoying. 

You guys must be thinking, why do I claim that his words cannot be trusted. The fact is, I suggested to him one day that we should try public sex, and I gave him the idea of a park toilet. He claims the park toilet is filthy and full of insects, and we might get caught easily. That day, he was feeling "high" due to the foreplay we had in the car and decided to have "fun" in the handicapped park toilet. 

I meant, I was keen to try it, but I hate it when he just doesn't like to remove my thong but slide it to one side. Worst of all, that was the third or the fourth time he cummed onto my panties. The first few times were slightly better cause we were at his house or mine, but that day, we were in the public toilet and ended up, having to wash it. 

The bad part was, that the hand dryer was outside the toilet. Luckily, there weren't many people around that area. It took me at least 10mins to dry it. 

Just don't get it why do guys love to f*k their girlfriends without removing their panties?!?!

Further update on August event

Hey guys, like I promised, I will give a bit more details on the events that happened during august. ( TBH, I am still not very sure why you guys are so keen to know the details ) 

1. Lost the panties that I put in dad's car
   As I told you guys in the email, I wasn't planning to do any naughty thing, but I removed it due to the itchiness. (And please, I was wearing normal regular panties.) At first, I thought it was the skirt, but after removing my panties, it was way better. 
   As I wasn't holding onto any bag, I had no place to put my panties, so my dad's car was the ideal place. I placed it under my dad's seat to prevent someone from finding it. Ends up, the next day, when I boarded the car, it was gone. I couldn't be asking my dad so it became a mystery. 
   
   
2. Colleague caught me with my hand in my pants, and lied that I was adjusting my panties. She believed.
   This happened during one of the weeks when I wore "Thor" to work. Honestly speaking, I was kind of having high hormones that week, and it usually happens before my ' Big aunty comes'. 
   So the issue was, that I was trying to position 'Thor' properly when I was in the pantry. I looked around before sliding my hand in my pants but tsk, My female colleague decided to come in when I was positioning my Thor and trust me, it looks pretty bad at that moment. Luckily for me, she believed my story of adjusting my panties as I claimed that my pantyliner went out of place.
    
3. Was braless when collecting grab food and instant regret
   Regarding this..errmmm, there wasn't any motive or intention. It was purely my silly brain that was still fast asleep and did not think. The previous night, we slept at 3am, as we played the game.( Yup, I stayed at Xav's house) So that morning, Xav was in fact, lovely, he ordered MacD without telling me and ends up when the delivery guy came, Xav was in the toilet. As for me, I was actually 10% awake but 90% brain dead, and Xav told me to fetch the order. So without considering much, I walked out of his room and went straight to the main Door. Best of best, his sister was in the living room and I, who was wearing just a long tank top without a bra. Trust me, My nipple was so prominent thru the shirt, which I did not realise. The worst part was, that I stood that for a good 1 to 2 mins before closing the door. It was until Xav's Sister stared at my boob area before I realised my nipple was so damn prominent.
   
   
4. I Went 2 levels down to collect my thongs. Awkward to the max when the domestic helper passed to me. 
   I am not sure how do I explain this situation, but it was my mom who accidentally dropped my thong. At first, I was reluctant to take it, but then, to prevent my mom from nagging abut my thong, I went. This is not my first time going down to take back our clothing, but just kind of awkward when I have to explain to the maid what I am looking for and her look when she passed me the thong. I guess she must be judging me
   
   
5. My younger cousin's nephew ( 14yrs old) took multiple glimpses up my loose shorts
   For this, I explained it at least ten times. Everyone seems to be interested in this event.
   So how did it happen? In fact, it was just a coincidence if I were to explain it.
   That day after work, I was told that one of my cousins had been admitted to the hospital due to a Road traffic accident, and his children would be coming to my house after school. I meant I was in my house, so by left or right, for sure, I would be wearing my comfortable clothing, and I was being legit enough to wear a typical short, although it was kind of loose at the thigh region. What I didn't expect was, due to the loose shorts I was wearing, it seduced a 14yrs old boy. Being a nice 'Jie Jie, I took the initiative to entertain him in the living room since my mom was showering. At first, he was sitting on the floor while playing with his phone, but as we chatted, he turned and faced me. I guess it was that moment he noticed the hole in-between my thighs. Honest speaking, I was too tired to care about my sitting position; furthermore, this was my house. He did manage to maintain a poker face even when I noticed that he was stealing a glimpse and I don't mind if you steal a glance or two, but when I changed my position to prevent him from looking, he changed his position too. I got annoyed and so I walked back into my room.     

Summaries for the rest of the month of August.

• Lost the panties that I put in dad's car
• Colleague caught me with my hand in my pants, lied that I was adjusting my panties. She believed.
• Was braless when collecting grab food and instant regret
• Went 2 levels down to collect my thongs. Awkward to the max when the domestic helper passed to me. 
• My younger nephew ( 14yrs old) took multiple glimpses up my loose shorts. 

Movie : Marry Me

Don't get shocked by the title. I was yet to propose. 
Went for a night outdoor cinematic experience ( Hendrick's sunset cinema ) with CY and the girls last month ( except Isabel ). I agreed to it, cause the next day is a PH + long time never meet up as a group. 
I know there is a free ride, as CL volunteered to send us there. I purposely wore a Lace Flounce Sleeve Tie Neck Cover Up Top with denim shorts as my outer covers ( Trust me, it was not translucent or loose at all ) and together with my Ring Linked Shoulder Bikini Swimsuit, ( from Shein ). 

Nothing happened during the ride, except CY told me there would be a surprise. In the end, we did cause a bit of a scene, especially those weird stares by those Foreign workers when we were queuing up for the mono-rail, but nothing much. ( CY refused to send us into Sentosa ) 

We met the twins at Tanjong beach ( They were slightly earlier than us to reserve space ). The twins were already in their Bandeau bikini tops when we found them. After settling down, CY then proceeds to the ladies to change. While I removed my top, revealing my bikini top. After like 10min or more, CY returned in her Halter bikini and denim shorts.

After a short chat, I was amazed. 3 of them wore thongs as bikini bottoms ( Totally not planned ). 
We did nothing much except for chatting and suntanning, but most of the time, we hid under the shades as the sun was burning despite it raining in the morning.  

We packed our stuff around 4.45pm as the events started at 5. 
We did not wear our clothing back but went off in our bikinis top. Indeed, it felt different as walking at the beach in a bikini seemed legit, but people were just staring at you as you walked. 
As we went to the line, most of the ladies wore beachwear, and a few wore bikinis like us, but I guessed we still caught most of the attention. Especially when the?DJ guy gave us a wink while pointing toward us. After that, most were the guy who stared at us, especially the 3 of them. 

The event took place at Tanjong beach and in a small section. Kind of like a grand wedding set-up with white tables with umbrellas, standing tables, Beach chairs and food and drinks vendors. As we walked in, we were given a set of headphones which we were told to only use when the movie started and a voucher for a free alcoholic drink or 2x free non-alcoholic drinks. We were told to reserve our seats first as it was a free-seating theatre. 

After finding the suitable spot, which took us 10mins as we were comparing, etc., we settled down and removed our shorts. Yes, we all agreed, as other ladies are doing it too. We even left our footwear on the seats before proceeding to the drinks store. 

CY and Carissa chose the alcoholic drink ( cucumber lemonade ). Don't get cheated by its name. It was an alcoholic drink to which they added Gin into it. Charmaine and I chose the non-alcoholic beverage, which considers sparkling orange juice and sparkling mineral water. The food, hmmm, is slightly not worth the price. We even went to the photo booth. A long queue and attention-seeking place, but worth it. After the photo, we were given a Chinese type of fan and the images too. Before we went to our seats, Charmaine was approached by this guy, who was not that handsome but a British-Chinese. 

The movie started at 7.45pm sharp. As it was a beach chair, it sank in slightly when sitting. After putting on the headphones, you can only focus on the sound. It was indeed the best of the best.
 
Nothing much for the starting. It was until the part when Kat and Charlie first met at her house, and she was doing the blender drink commercial ( if you watch the movie, you will know ) CY nudged me and handed me a pink-wired bullet. I was confused until she led me to where I saw the controller ( placed in between us) and the 2nd wire, which led to the side of her thongs. I admitted I was shocked by the fact that it was a double bullet vibrator, and she brought it out to such a crowded place before she nudged me again. She tried to ask me to keep it low with her eyes looking around. In fact, I was actually about to scold her, but she kept pushing the bullet toward me. I took it reluctantly, fearing the person behind us might see it. 

She then urges me to put in my bottom and keeps staring at me. I know no one can force me to do something I don't want, but I still did it. It wasn't hard to slot in my bottom as I was still in my bikini set. The hardest part was forcing it into my hole. I wasn't wet enough to slot it in immediately, and awkwardly, I placed it directly on my clit (a bit hard to find too ). 

CY wasn't even joking. The moment she saw I placed in, she turned on the power, and with the sudden movement, it sent an electric impulse, and I jerked. Charmaine, sitting beside me, was puzzled by my sudden jerking. After dissolving her confusion, I blamed it on the "Flies".
I was continuously attacked by the buzzing movement. Embarrassed to say, but I nearly orgasmed 4 times throughout the movie.

First, it was at the part where Kat was teaching the math class student to dance, and the second time was during kat and Charlie kissing. 

The third time happens when Kat is on the flight to attend the math competition, and it is the most intense orgasm of the day. I pushed the vibrator into my hole after the second orgasm as I was wet/horny enough, which I somewhat regret. 

CY orgasmed more than me, I guessed. Kind of felt her jerking at least 4 to 5 times. (I didn't get to ask ). We stopped when it was showing the movie's credits, but both of us did not remove the vibrator until the ending part, where someone legit proposed. It was lovely, and she did say YES.
 

As we stood up, my bikini bottom was damp, wet, and cooling, and I didn't even realise I had leaked so much. After leaving the place, 4 of us went to the toilet nearby. We are supposed to change back into decent clothing, but thanks to that stupid CY for making my hormones rage, I decide to go back in just my bikini. ( What are the chances + Xav was on the way to fetch us )

I was the first to get out of the ladies, and sorry to say, I created a scene as I was the only one left to be still in my bikini, whereas the rest were wearing at least something that covered up. Furthermore, I was carrying a duffle bag which was totally out of my outfit. Trust me, the attention level was equivalent to standing on a stage. 

CY and the twins were confused when they came out, but I know that CY was smirking as she knew she did trigger my naughtiness, although she did not say anything. 

Knowing that my bottom was wet, I decided not to cover it but to air-dry it. I acted normal, but not really a good decision. In the end, Xav scolded me twice. First, for not wearing back my clothing and also the strain on the car seat. 

We did it far apart.

Recently, CY and I came across a company named Lovense which sells different sex toys. What makes it unique was that it was an sg-based company which specialised in remote controlled sex toys. How did we come across; I shall say that someone in my clique joined this company recently.

From what I was introduced to, Sync is meant to make couples feel closer together when they're apart, and it is kind of like a We-Vibe couples vibrator that allows your partner to control your vibrator from their phone while it's buzzing inside you.

Honestly speaking, at times, I loved the idea of having an outside partner controlling the pace and rhythm of my vibrator for my masturbation routine, and Xav might not be the one who can do it. It was not the same as when someone controlled your vibrator, but the matter that you controlled their too makes me excited. It ended up; I shared it with CY.

The fact that we can control each other vibrator at the same time, and the far distance, is worth the price. The device was sent to CY’s address as I was afraid my mom would open it. The day came after one week plus of waiting.
 
After about a half hour of trial and error, it connected. When I opened the app on my phone and chose a vibration setting—like the slow "Wave," which vibrates intensely then softly, intensely then softly—the device buzzed in her hand too.

Lucky for us, the item came before the weekend and thanks to Xav, who went for re-service, I was able to have this fun. CY and I video-chat over telegram, and both of us were ready in our respective beds. (Not fully naked) We made sure our family were fast asleep then, we turned on each other's devices.

I will say, indeed, it was well spent and damn worth it. The vibrates were different from what Thor can do, and the idea that CY was the one who was controlling made me wet within seconds.

We tried all modes and soon learned each other's favourite modes—mine was "wave", and CY was "dengz dengzzz dengzzzz dengz". We could see each other's faces through the video chat (only face), and I kind of captured a few pics of CY’s near-orgasm face.
 

Panties stealer.

Hey guys, this is kind of an embarrassing experience for me. I'm not saying that cause I lost my panties, but it is more about confrontation with that person and how it progressed.

Recently, about 2 to 3 weeks back, I went to Malaysia with Xav's family and his cousin's family, and this kind of related to how my thongs were stolen. So just a quick brief of Xav’s family. His mom was the eldest among her six siblings, and from what I know, Xav’s family were close to his 3rd auntie’s family, which has a nuclear family, one son and a daughter who was in secondary.

It was not a long trip but a 3-day two-night trip to Legoland and visiting his 5th aunt (who was married to a Malaysian). So, as you guys know, most Malaysian stayed in those bungalows’ houses, and it was kind of big and spacious, so we ended up staying over at her place.

Things were fine for the first day, as most of the time, we travelled, finding food, visited some famous areas and went shopping.

Shit things happened the next day before I went for a shower at night, and to cut short the story, 2 of my thongs went missing, which included the one I wore on the first day and one which should be in my small backpack. No one should have realised I was wearing a thong except for Xav (I told him when we were in the car), and I was wearing denim shorts. The best part was that the person who stole my thong did poor planning and got caught by Xav. He was the first to be suspected and guessed what, out of so many places to hide my thongs, he chose his bag under his dirty clothing. It is not up to me to judge him for his hiding skill, but he was already 14years old then. (you guys should be able to guess by now). Maybe if he wanted to steal things, he at least kept them in a more secretive place.

We didn’t confront him before Xav’s family, but we brought him to the room. Only 3 of us in total. At first, Xav and I were pretty lost as we were unsure how to start the conversation, but then Xav acted angry, which he did, and confronted his cousin. It was not the most awkward moment when he went to his bag and brought out my thong. The moment he told us to wait while he went into the toilet, Xav and I looked at each other. That few seconds of silence was the worst awkward moment I ever had.

His cousin was wearing my thong, and the worst; it was the thong I wore for the first day. I don’t even dare to look at his cousin. I remember that Xav took it from him and scolded him before we went out of the room and back to our room.

I was speechless for that moment, and I bet Xav too. We didn’t talk about it for the rest of the night, but when Xav was sending me home via bus the next day.