Saturday, 30 May 2015

Lonely Saturday!!

Finally, three days of peace except I’m alone. Left behind. My parents were off to Malaysia with some relative I don’t even remember the name of, and they assumed I had plans. Which, yeah, I usually do but not today. Breakfast together, then they vanished. My brother? Gone to his girlfriend’s. So I walked home. Alone.

The second the main door clicked shut behind me, I stripped. Every stitch. The fabric sliding off my skin sent a small thrill straight to my stomach. I dropped my shirt, then my shorts, then hooked my thumbs into my panties and pushed them down my thighs. The air in the living room was cool against my suddenly bare cunt, and I felt my nipples tighten instantly. I lay down on the sofa, letting my whole body sink into the cushions, skin on fabric, nothing in between. The whole house was mine. I could walk around completely naked, and I did.

I wasn’t stupid. Windows and doors closed tight. Just in case. Still, the knowledge that anyone could see if they tried hard enough made my pulse pick up. I went about my day, watching TV, scrolling on my computer, doing the pathetic housework my mom left. While hanging clothes in the laundry area, my breasts swung free for a second. Bare. Exposed to the world through the small gap in the curtains. I froze, heart slamming, but no one saw. A mix of relief and almost-disappointment washed through me.

By six, I was hungry. Was planning to go down and get food, but CY’s mom called. She knew my parents were out, so she invited me over for dinner. I hesitated, a bit lazy but CL nagged, and I gave in.

I picked a loose tee and a black shorts that were similar to my FBTs. No panties. Just a bra. The thought of leaving the house with nothing under my shorts except bare skin made my thighs press together. I could feel the soft fabric of the shorts rubbing directly against my labia as I walked to the bus stop. Then I saw the bus already there. Shit. I ran. The bounce of my tits under my tee, the rub of the shorts against my wettening slit, every step sent a small jolt between my legs.

The bus was an old model, the back seats lower than the front. My favorite spot. Only three people on board, me, the driver, and an uncle glued to the front seat. I took the last row. From there, if I sat low, only my head would show from the outside. I waited until the bus pulled away, then I slid my shorts down to my knees. My bare ass pressed against the cold, slightly gritty plastic seat. That felt good. I hadn't done this in a long time.

At the next stop, no one boarded. My heart was racing now, a hot flush spreading from my chest to my face. I bit my lip, then hooked my thumbs into the shorts again and pushed them all the way off. Tossed them on the seat beside me. Semi naked on a public bus. I propped my legs up on the seat in front of me, spreading my thighs. My pussy was just open. Hanging in the air. A cool draft ran directly over my exposed clit, and I shivered. I could feel myself getting wet. A slow, slick heat gathering at my entrance. I didn't touch, just sat there, legs wide, cunt bare, while scrolling my phone.

The ride was longer than it should have been. Ten minutes passed. Still halfway. I got too absorbed in my screen and almost missed my stop. Yanked my shorts back on in a panic backwards. Didn't realize until CY looked at me weird and asked why my pocket was in the front. So paiseh but underneath the embarrassment, I was still buzzing.

I left CY’s around ten. Same bus back. Same favorite seat. This time, the bus was empty except for the driver. I didn't hesitate. Shorts off in one smooth motion, set aside. Legs up on the seat in front. The vinyl was cold under my bare ass, then warm from my body heat. I could hear the low rumble of the engine, the hiss of the doors, the occasional crackle of the driver's radio. My own breathing, slightly fast. I wasn't touching myself, but my inner muscles kept clenching involuntarily around nothing. The air moving across my wet cunt felt like a whisper.

When the bus reached my stop, I didn't bother to put my shorts back on. I just grabbed them, cover them at the front, stood up in nothing but my tee and bra, and stepped off. The night air hit my bare thighs and the damp hair between my legs. There was one auntie at the bus stop. She saw me and she legit did as she took a deep stare. I ran into the park, heart pounding so hard I could feel it in my throat and between my legs at the same time. No one else saw me on the walk home or if they did, they didn't say anything.

I had planned to have some real fun once I got inside but my brother and his gf were home. Fucking ruined it. So I waited until my shower. Water running down my breasts, over my stomach, between my legs. I leaned one hand against the tile, closed my eyes, and finally relieved myself, thinking about the bus, the cold seat, the auntie's shocked face, and how close I'd come to being truly seen.

Later, I told CY about what happened, and she was so into it, and wanted to do it together next round.

Friday, 29 May 2015

Testing!!

Today i purposely zaogeng to people in my class..hehe...trying to see who is the gay and who is the les!! I purposely wear a normal black shirt and left the top button unbuttoned. Caught some attentions when i was on my way in bus but was quite peaceful throughout the journey. I also purposely wear a Nu bra so that others who keep staring might suspect that i am not wear a bra. Naughty me!! It is a decent shirt, at least when i was standing or sitting properly but if i move or slack a bit, my cleavage will be damn obvious!!

Reached school quite early as i was meeting some of my friends for lunch. When we met, i notice one of my guy friend start stealing glances on my chest area but he keep turning his head left and right, like looking for something. We settled down at the furthest table and for 10 min, he keep stealing glances. He thought that i don't know cause i been talking to another girl in another direction!! Tiko lor!! My girl friend who was sitting in-front did notice that he had been stealing glances but she didn't even bother to tell me. Sianzz lor!!

When i was back after buying my lunch, i decided to tease him. I purposely drop my chopstick beside him and bend to pick it up, giving him a good look but i think he was too afraid to even look at me, so in the end, he didn't even turn his head. As i was sitting down, one of my new closest girl friend saw my deep cleavage and she came towards me and whisper in my ear. I act like i didn't know and quickly button up. You should see that guy face, like he failed his exam lor..hahaha

After settling our lunch, we went for our lesson. Normally if i am wearing shorts, i will sit with my legs widely open as i will not zaogeng but if that day i am wearing skirts, i will only open when i forget that i am wearing a skirt. Happens a few times during JC.. 

Afternoon lesson went quite fast as we were chatting for the whole lesson and my lecturer don't even give a F*ck to us lor. So different from JC!! When we were moving to the next lecture which was at the lecture room, i purposely went to the ladies to remove my Nu bra and unbutton the top button again. Hahaha, decided to tease the Tiko guy a bit more. Thankfully i was wearing black as the lecture hall was so freaking cold!! 
When we just went in, it was still fine but it was freezing cold after 10 min and i can even feel my nipple got harden, rubbing against my shirt. A bit regret to remove my bra!! The tiko guy was seated one level higher than me ( cinema design ) so he confirm can see my cleavage or if he lucky, he can see my harden nipples 

I didn't really catch him looking at my cleavage but when i was going home, another girl friend of mine, who was sitting beside him told me that she caught him peeking a few times. I act like i don't know anything but was laughing inside. Now he will be known as the Tiko guy in my class le!.. 


Saturday, 23 May 2015

"Borrowed" Hairband

This week is a hell week for me, have to rush down for my friends graduation after school, and is like almost everyday. Really like so busy lor!!

Yesterday was more worst, my hairband broke during lesson time and yet i can't find any replacement in school. It was the first time that i think that my long hair was such a burden lor. Went for lesson as normal but sway sway, during one of the lessons, my hairband break into half when i was tiding my hair and worst of all, i didn't bring any spare!!.  I waited until lunch time, thinking that maybe the convenient store( in school)  do sell but i was wrong. In the end, spend most of my lunch time walking around the school, but there were no stores selling hairband..Like seriously!!

I am actually alright with letting down my hair, but i prefer to have my hair tied when i am studying ( more easier), so under no choice, i used my G-string. Lucky for me, yesterday i was wearing a shorts as most of my lesson are in lecture hall. I went to the toilet to take out my G-string and even tied my hair before returning to the lecture hall. Everything was fine until my friend (girl) asked me when did i buy a new hairband and my reply is i didn't. She stared at my hair, that's when i realize she was talking about my G-string which she though is a normal hairband. I lied that i borrow it from my friend in another class. Almost shit brick..haha...

Everything went smoothly of the rest of the lesson time, and i did managed to go for my friend's graduation. When on the way home in MRT, i was wondering if any one did realize that i was having a G-string on my hair?!.. 

Friday, 1 May 2015

New record!!

Sorry for not updating in a while — I've been busy with my new school. Still trying to adjust to the new environment, schedule, and friends.

Today was pretty tiring, I guess. Maybe because of all the fluid I lost, hehe. I just had my fourth orgasm before typing this post, and I'm planning to have one or two more before bed. I woke up feeling quite horny today (randomly), so I decided to bring my bullet vibe to school. Today's schedule was a bit all over the place but luckily, it started at 11 a.m., but ended before 3 p.m. because something came up with my lecturer, so the 3pm to 6pm lesson got canceled.

I had my first orgasm of the day in the morning while fingering myself in the shower. I was planning to do it on the bed, but I just changed my bedsheets on Sunday, so... yeah.

The second time came on the bus, unplanned, reckless, and almost defiant.

I'd brought my Thor along, nestled against me like a secret no one else was meant to feel. The original plan was simple, low setting, just enough vibration to maintain a private hum beneath the morning routine, then switch it off before the first bell. A controlled burn but the bus was nearly empty. and control, I learned, is fragile in the face of opportunity.

I turned it up. One. Two. Warm and teasing. Then three, a slow pulse that made me press my thighs together. By four, my breathing had changed. Shallow. Careful. I kept my eyes fixed on the window, but my focus had turned entirely inward.

At five, I broke.

The orgasm hit just past the halfway mark. Sharp, unexpected, and embarrassingly intense. My body clenched around the sensation while my mind scrambled to stay quiet, stay still, stay normal. For a long, suspended moment, I was caught between pure pleasure and pure panic.

The dampness spread faster than I expected. My shorts were soaked through. I shifted in my seat, trying to find an angle that wouldn't leave a mark. Crossing my legs. Uncrossing. Pretending to check my phone while my pulse pounded in my ears.

I was wearing nothing special. Black tee, normal shorts, the usual underneath but inside, I was a mess of embarrassment and arousal, shame and exhilaration, wanting to disappear and wanting someone to know all at once.

By the time we neared school, I had somehow recovered but my panty was still soaked through, clinging uncomfortably, and the fear was real, one more orgasm and my shorts might not survive. A visible stain in morning class? Unthinkable. So I made a pact with myself. Wait. Hold out until school ends.

I couldn't. During lesson, I chose the furthest seat, tucked into the corner. Only one other girl beside me , quiet, buried in her notes. The risk felt different without CY. In JC, she was always there to shield me, to cover the small sounds, the sharp breaths, the way my hand would freeze mid sentence but now? I was alone.

I turned Thor on anyway.

Low then higher. The vibration buzzed against me, louder than I remembered or maybe I was just more aware of every decibel in the silent classroom. The girl next to me didn't flinch. Deaf to it, somehow. Or just deeply distracted.

By the middle of class, I came for the third time. My head dropped to the table. My thighs pressed together beneath the desk, trying to contain the spill, the shudder, the stupid, helpless wave of pleasure that hit while the teacher droned on about something I'd never remember. I wasn't sleepy but that's what she thought. The girl beside me turned, smiled softly, and slid a cola candy toward my folded arms.

After the third orgasm, I didn't really listen to the lecture. My mind floated somewhere between dreaming and blank static,  still buzzing, still damp, still replaying what my body had just done in a room full of unsuspecting people. 

Inside, I could still feel the fading echoes of the climax: the deep, fluttering contractions that had gripped me without warning, the way my inner walls had pulsed around nothing but the memory of vibration, the slick heat that had spilled out and stayed there, warm and wet against the fabric of my panty.

Luckily, class ended early.

I grabbed my bag and rushed out, faster than my own lecturer, which felt strangely triumphant. As I walked, I could feel the dampness between my legs with every step. A slight squelch. The fabric of my shorts brushing against my inner thighs, dragging across skin that was still hypersensitive.
At the bus stop, I checked my phone: 3:15 PM. The afternoon buses moved quickly, no traffic, no delays. I was home before 4:30.

The moment I opened the door, my brother and his girlfriend froze.

They hadn't locked the main gate or the front door. I didn't know what they had been doing and honestly, I didn't want to know but their shocked faces told me I had interrupted something cheeky. There was a brief, awkward silence. I didn't explain. I just walked past them to my room.

Once inside, I finally peeled off my shorts and then my panty.

It was still soaked though only a small patch remained wet now. The rest had dried against my skin during the ride home. My thighs were still tacky and I swear, I could smell myself faintly, earthy, sweet, unmistakable.

My body had been heard. Almost seen. Almost caught, twice and yet, I had walked through my own front door like nothing happened. That tension, the secret thrill of carrying wetness through public buses, through afternoon streets, past my brother and his girlfriend, felt almost as good as the orgasms themselves.

I thought about going for another round. My body was still humming from earlier, that deep, hollow ache between my legs that hadn't fully settled. I could feel a faint throb whenever I shifted my weight, a dull pulse that reminded me how wet I still was but my brother and his girlfriend were home. Their voices drifted through the walls. So I decided against it.

After a quick freshen up, I changed into my running attire,  black Adidas tee, FBT shorts, and only my black sports bra underneath. No panty.

The absence of fabric against me was immediately noticeable. The cool air from the ceiling fan brushed directly against my bare skin down there, a soft, teasing draft that made me clench involuntarily. 

I had already planned to do something naughty at the park. The thought had been simmering in me all afternoon, a low, persistent throb between my thighs every time I imagined it. The feel of cold metal against my skin, the risk of someone seeing, the way my breath would catch if a stranger got too close but when I got there, the park was full.

Families spread across the grass. Couples leaning into each other on benches. Old men sitting with canes, watching the world pass with idle eyes. Everywhere I turned, there were people, too many people. The fantasy suddenly felt heavier, sharper.

Still, I walked the jogging path. Tried to move past the disappointment or finding a spot. The jog itself didn't release my hormones. It made the ache worse, deeper. Each footstep sent a small jolt upward through my body, and I could feel the wetness grow, the muscles inside me clenching around nothing, the itch of unsatisfied arousal building like a fever.

By the time I reached home, I realized I was more aroused than when I left.

My nipples had hardened beneath my tee. I could feel them pressing against the damp fabric of my sports bra, two tight, sensitive peaks that rubbed with every breath. When I lifted my shirt in front of the mirror, I saw them pointing out unmistakably despite I am wearing a sport bra. Lower, between my legs, a glossy wetness had reappeared. Not the soaked mess from before, but a slow, steady leak, clear and slick, trailing down the inside of my thigh in a thin, cool line.

I touched it without thinking. My finger came away shiny. I could smell myself again, warm, musky, undeniably aroused.

I had planned to do it again in the shower but my mom was still in the kitchen, too close. So I settled for just a shower. Rinsing off the evidence between my thighs. Washing away what lingered. All while quietly anticipating later  when the house would fall asleep and I could finally touch myself properly.

The water did rinsed everything away, the sweat, the slickness, the evidence but the sensitivity refused to leave. My clit still felt swollen, tender, impossibly aware even after washing. 

After drying off, I purposely pulled on a blue long tanktop (for easier access later). It fell beyond my mid-thigh, just enough to feel covered. Underneath, I wore my normal white bra and panty, nothing unusual, nothing meant to tease. The tanktop was technically designed for jeans or leggings, but I was at home. Who was going to see?

My parents, apparently.

My mom took one look at me and said I was dressed quite slutty. My dad agreed. They both started nagging, something about modesty, about dressing appropriately even at home, about what kind of example I was setting. 

I sat through the entire dinner with my legs pressed together, my thighs still faintly sticky from earlier, my nipples still slightly hard beneath the fabric of my tanktop. All I could think about was how wet I had been, how wet can I be later and how badly I wanted to excuse myself and finish what my body had been begging for all day. 

After dinner, I retreated straight to my room even when my dad called out for me to come watch *Hu ma* with them. I wasn't angry. I just had better things to do. My fingers were already reaching for my phone, already opening the chat with CY.

I told her everything. Not the polished version. The raw one. The three orgasms on the bus and in class, the way my thighs had trembled, the wetness that had soaked through my panty, the embarrassing squelch with every step to the bus stop. The disappointing jog that led nowhere. The shower where I had wanted to touch myself but couldn't because my mom was still in the kitchen, so I just stood under the hot water, hands sliding over my own skin, feeling the lingering soreness between my legs, washing away dried evidence while secretly wishing for more.

CY's reply came fast, You need the dildo power.

Lame, but it made me laugh and clench, just a little, remembering how empty I had felt earlier, how badly I had wanted something thicker, deeper, more inside me.

Then she guessed it. Mine period's coming soon. True. Of course she knew. She always knew.

We talked about our new schools for a while, the different hallways, the unfamiliar faces, how no one there knew what we used to do together in JC, how no one sat close enough to cover for me now. The conversation drifted easily, comfortably, until the air between the texts began to feel warm again.

I was the one who asked first. Want to play together? and She said yes.

Then we were both in our own beds, phones in hand(we called), fingers moving in sync a thousand miles apart. I could hear my own breathing change, faster, shallower. The wet sound of my own touch filling my quiet room. My legs fell open. My hips tilted upward without permission. I closed my eyes and imagined her there, watching, telling me exactly how to move. The fourth orgasm hit around nine or maybe closer to ten pm. 

It came differently this time. Slower to build. More deliberate. The tension coiled low in my belly like a spring being tightened by her voice inside my head. When it finally released, it pulled. A deep, dragging wave that started from my core and spread outward, hot and electric, making my toes curl and my spine arch off the mattress. My inner walls clenched hard, then fluttered, then clenched again, milking nothing but air and my own desperate fingers. I felt the wetness gush, not just a damp patch this time, but a genuine spill that coated my fingers and dripped down to the sheets beneath me.

It took me a while before I could really get up. Every time I shifted on the bed, I felt it, that faint, residual throb deep inside. Not quite an ache. More like a memory my muscles hadn't let go of yet. A slow pulse that answered only to the thought of more.

I had planned to go again. Right there. Maybe flat on my back, fingers replacing what Thor had started but my limbs were heavy, my mind still half floating in that hazy space between spent and hungry.

So instead, I decided to update here first, while memory are still fresh. Fingers typing. Thighs still pressed together. The ghost of wetness cooling against my skin. On and off, while I wrote, my free hand wandered. Touching myself absently. Just a brush here, a press there. Feeling how slick I still was. How ready.

Now I'm done. Time for another round.
Or two. Or three. Hehe.


Anyway, enjoyed the PH. Happy Labour Day, loves.

xoxo